When Love Takes Over

On lost friendships

Wed, 25 Jul 2012 20:06:00 +0800

“I miss how we used to talk every minute of every day and how I was able to tell you everything that was on my mind. I miss our conversations.”

Broken Friendship can never be return to its former shape, and I learned that In a hard way. I don’t really know what happened. Really! I don’t have a single ~~fucking~~ clue. After that moment, wala na. No communication from you. As in, WALA. I’m not blind to see na wala ka ng pakialam sa akin. We used to be close along with other people, and yet bigla ka na lang umiwas sa akin. Di ko alam yung reason mo. Wala talaga ako kahit maliit na clue. Is it because di ako pinayagan ng parents ko paalisin on that particular day? Isn’t it a little childish? Ang hirap lang kasi eh. To see picture of you with them tapos ako nandito, walang kaalam alam. Of course, they would choose you over me, sino nga ba kasi ako di ba? compara sayo?

Di ko alam bakit ngayon ko lang ginawa to. I just want to move on. Lagi namang nangyayari to eh. So parang sanayan na lang ba?

And I just hope one day, We can have coffee and chat about what’s happening with our lives.

“It’s sad when friends become enemies. But whats even worse is when they become strangers.”

Thank You for the broken heart by J.Rice lyrics: VERSE...

Tue, 24 Jul 2012 21:10:13 +0800

Thank You for the broken heart by J.Rice

lyrics:

VERSE 1
Everything I know about love
I learned from you, from you
And everything I know about pain
I learned from you, you

PRECHORUS
You were my only, you were my first
You showed me lonely, and you took me in when I was hurt
But the most important thing you ever gave me
Was the one that hurt the most

CHORUS
So thank you for the broken heart, oh yeah
And thank you for the permanent scar, oh
‘Cause if it wasn’t for you, I might forget
How it feels to let go, and how it feels to get a brand new start
So thank you for the broken heart

VERSE 2
I still remember when you called
And said that he didn’t mean anything
How could you expect me to look at you
The same way

PRECHORUS
You were my only but not my last
You showed me lonely, and you made me put you in the past
But the most important thing you ever gave me
Was the one that hurt the most

CHORUS
So thank you for the broken heart, oh yeah
And thank you for the permanent scar, oh
‘Cause if it wasn’t for you, I might forget
How it feels to let go, and how it feels to get a brand new start
So thank you for the broken heart

BRIDGE
And every time I find myself alone in pieces
I find myself
I’ll just remember when you hurt me and I made it

CHORUS
So thank you for the broken heart
And thank you for the permanent scar
Cause if it wasn’t for you, I wouldn’t be here
With the love of my life, all my pain disappear
I’ve come so far
So thank you for the broken heart

I thank you, I thank you
For the broken heart
Oh yeah oh, for the broken heart

I’ll never have a broken heart again

Super LSS. A super positive way to thank your ex. :)

Thesis

Tue, 24 Jul 2012 20:47:58 +0800

So now, we are going to start our Thesis/Feasibility Study and thus, all those sleepless nights will begin.

I’m so ready! Game face on!!

bethanncampbell: Pretty!

Wed, 18 Jul 2012 00:59:35 +0800

bethanncampbell:

Pretty!

I’m at a payphone trying to call homeAll of my change I...

Tue, 12 Jun 2012 00:17:08 +0800

I’m at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it’s all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?

Yeah, I, I know it’s hard to remember,
The people we used to be…
It’s even harder to picture,
That you’re not here next to me.

You say it’s too late to make it,
But is it too late to try?
And in our time that you wasted
All of our bridges burned down

I’ve wasted my nights,
You turned out the lights
Now I’m paralyzed,
Still stuck in that time,
When we called it love,
But even the sun sets in paradise

I’m at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it’s all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?

If “Happy Ever After” did exist,
I would still be holding you like this
[Video:] All those fairy tales are full of shit
[Album:] All those fairy tales are full of it.
[Video:] One more fucking love song, I’ll be sick.
[Album:] One more stupid love song, I’ll be sick

Oh, you turned your back on tomorrow
‘Cause you forgot yesterday.
I gave you my love to borrow,
But you just gave it away.

You can’t expect me to be fine,
I don’t expect you to care
I know I’ve said it before,
But all of our bridges burned down

I’ve wasted my nights,
You turned out the lights
Now I’m paralyzed,
Still stuck in that time,
When we called it love,
But even the sun sets in paradise

I’m at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it’s all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?

If “Happy Ever After” did exist,
I would still be holding you like this
[Video:] All those fairy tales are full of shit
[Album:] All those fairy tales are full of it.
[Video:] One more fucking love song, I’ll be sick.
[Album:] One more stupid love song, I’ll be sick
Now I’m at a payphone

[Wiz Khalifa:]
Man, fuck that shit
I’ll be out spending all this money
While you’re sitting round wondering
Why it wasn’t you who came up from nothing,
Made it from the bottom
Now when you see me I’m stunting,
And all of my cars start with a push of a button

Telling me the chances I blew up
Or whatever you call it,
Switch the number to my phone
So you never could call it,
Don’t need my name on my shirt,
You can tell it I’m ballin.

Swish, what a shame could have got picked
Had a really good game but you missed your last shot
So you talk about who you see at the top
Or what you could have saw but sad to say it’s over for.
Phantom pulled up valet open doors
Wiz like go away, got what you was looking for
Now it’s me who they want, so you can go and take
that little piece of shit with you.

I’m at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it’s all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?

If “Happy Ever After” did exist,
I would still be holding you like this
[Video:] All those fairy tales are full of shit
[Album:] All those fairy tales are full of it.
[Video:] One more fucking love song, I’ll be sick.
[Album:] One more stupid love song, I’ll be sick
Now I’m at a payphone…

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Moving On

Thu, 07 Jun 2012 00:16:21 +0800

It’s time for me to stop being so afraid. It’s time for me to let go of the past. What happened, happened. It doesn’t matter how many times I go over it in my head, think about what I should’ve done. It’s too late. It’s not going to change anything. I can’t change the past, but I can better shape my future.

-Anonymous

So I stop giving him my attention so that I can move on, by why did he call me and said said that he misses me and he still loves me?

Really?

Yung totoo? Akala ko talaga naka-move on na ako. I was enjoying myself being free and all that tapos biglang isang tawag lang niya nagulo nanaman? Aish~ Ano ba talaga gusto niya mangyari?

Argh~ Di ko na alam I don’t wanna listen to whatever you are saying kasi alam ko maniniwala nanaman ako sayo.

Ang hirap kasi eh. Kala ko move on na. Yun pala nagpapanggap lang. Ay naku! Bakit ka kasi biglang tumawag? Naasar ako.

END OF RANT.

Thanks for reading. :))

*gifs are not mine. Credit to owner*

Thank You for Following me.

Mon, 04 Jun 2012 23:31:00 +0800

This is a late thank you for all those who follow me.

Thank You! :))

Valentine's Day Celebration

Wed, 15 Feb 2012 00:53:38 +0800

Friendship is a single soul dwelling in two bodies.

-Aristotle

Who said you need BOYFRIEND to celebrate Valentine’s with? Celebrating it with my friends is one of the most fun thing.

From preparation. Everything is made by us. The bonding we experienced is one of the best. :))

Dinner and Inuman. Who said we should be lonely if we’re single? Your friends are always there. :))

PREPARATION OF THE VENUE

Our oh-so-called Valentine’s Party ay naganap sa bahay ng isang kaibigan (Shout Out to KATE! Thanks talaga! HAHAHAHA! :)))

PREPARATION OF FOODS. :))) HAHAHAHA!! XDDDDDDDDDD

END RESULT OF THE PLACE :)))

FOODS. XD

Yea. Candlelit Dinner with them. HAHAHA! :))

CAKE!! :)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

US. XD

Isa-isang photo naman. :)))

KATE. !!

Naneth. :)))

Mhe-Ann. XD

Me! :)))

And unfortunately, Kulang kami ng dalawa. But don’t worry guys di naman namin kayo nakalimutan eh! :)))

HAHAHAHA!! :)) Di ba?

Thank You Guys! :))) Pero sana sa birthday ni Kate kumpleto na tayo ha! :))))

HAPPY VALENTINE’S DAY EVERYONE. :)))))

Happy Valentine’s Day. Happy Hearts Day or what ever it...

Tue, 14 Feb 2012 17:49:58 +0800

Happy Valentine’s Day. Happy Hearts Day or what ever it is.

I wouldn’t be bitter of not spending it with a special guy in my life.

Wait, I’m spending this day with special guyS in my life. —God, and My Dad.

So I should be happy right?

And I’m spending this day with my friends. Who said na kailangan BF lang kailangang kasama this day. You can spend this day with your friends. :)))

HAHAHA! Happy. :)))

Anyway, Happy Valentine’s Day Everyone

12-02-04

Sat, 04 Feb 2012 22:14:18 +0800

I’ll keep updating this personal blog. I promise!

Anyway,

Why do you keep on texting me? Hindi pa ba sapat ang lahat ang ginawa mo? Ayaw ko na nga eh. Di ba? Di mo ba ako maintindihan? And if you keep on pursuing me again malamang sa malamang matatalo nanaman ako, pagbibigyan nanaman kita. Mauulit at mauulit lang din naman ang nangyari. Nakakaasar ka na eh. Mahirap mag move on kaya please naman layuan mo na ako. ><. It’s weird that while I’m typing this Rhianna’s Take A Bow is playing before that song has a happy memory but now, Ewan ko na.

Don’t tell me you’re sorry ‘coz you’re not

and baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught

But you put on quite a show, Really had me going

But now it’s time to go, curtains finally closing

That was quite a show, Very entertaining

But it’s over now

Go on and Take a Bow

Yes, Babe. Go On and Take A Bow. Let’s Move On. Wala na rin naman tayong magagawa damaged has been done.

Tomorrow will be a Happy day for me. Sana.

And maybe I’ll find a guy who will treat me better than you do.

PS: I HATE HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU. I know it will take time pero makaka move on din ako.

Weird. Ilang beses na ba nangyari sa tin to? And for...

Fri, 03 Feb 2012 21:52:29 +0800

Weird. Ilang beses na ba nangyari sa tin to? And for Pete’s sake ilang beses na rin kita binigyan ng another chance. Why is it everytime na may kasalanan ka isang “Sorry, Babe!” Napapatawad na kita? My friends told me to stop. Stop giving you another chance. I told Yes sawa na ako pero everytime you say SORRY wala na, talo nanaman ako. Roses, Flowers, Chocolates kala mo yun lang ang kailangan? No!

I remember when you were still courting me. Ang bait bait mo as in Ideal guy kung ideal eh. Pero tapos kita sagutin? Ano na nangyari sa atin? I remembe rone of my friend saying this to me:

Paano kung sweet nga sayo pero sweet din naman siya sa iba? Mayaman eh! Kayang-kaya niya yun!

Sagot ko: Hinding-hindi niya gagawin yun. Ang laki ng tiwala ko sayo no? Pero siguro nga dapat naniwala ko skanila.

1st time na muntik tayo mag-break naalala mo ba? I was so devastated that time. Nasa School ako then, ano biglang na wrong send ka? WTF. You are flirting while we’re stll together. Yet, after ilang days you were there asking sorry, Ano ba magagawa ko weakness kita eh!

Second time was nung nasa School Trip ako, You called me, Kala ko kasi namimiss mo na ako. Yun pala that effin b*tch or my so-called Ex’s girlfriend siniraan ako sayo. Kala ko ba hindi kayo naguusap? Kala ko ba hindi kayo close? Bakit mas pinaniniwalaan mo yung mga sinasabi niya? Or Did I just trust you too much to believe na hindi nga kayo close? Na hindi nga kayo naguusap? Siguro nga. I’m a fool when it comes to you.

After nun maraming beses ba kita binigyan ng chance. Eh kasi nga mahal kita eh.

Pero, Sorry but this time wala ng chance chance. I hate being a fool. Sawa na ako masaktan. Enough is enough. GoodBye!

lovequotesrus: Photo Courtesy: beatmybatman

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Have you ever read something that killed you inside?

Wed, 09 Nov 2011 23:10:27 +0800

stellachanello:

Like a text message or someone’s status. Everything was going fine until you accidentally came across something you didn’t want to read. Or found out something you were better off not knowing. It’s almost as if it was posted just to purposely hurt you. But you constantly read it over and over again to torture yourself. It sucks how one little thing can ruin your whole day.

lovequotesrus: Photo Courtesy: clariss

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